Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Preparing for Rain


I’m a girl who loves football, and so I’m also a girl who is a sucker for football movies.  One I particularly enjoy is “Facing the Giants.”  While I will be the first to admit that the acting left a little to be desired, the take-aways from the movie have left me thinking every time I’ve watched it.  One of my favorite lessons from the movie is about preparing the fields for rain.  The quote goes like this:
              "Grant, I heard a story about two farmers who desperately needed rain. And both of them prayed for rain, but only one of them went out and prepared his fields to receive it. Which one do you think trusted God to send the rain?" Well, the one prepared his fields for it. Which one are you? Mr. Bridges continued. "God will send the rain when He's ready. You need to prepare your field to receive it."

This thought came back to me last week when I was preparing some lessons for a retreat, and it made me think about what that looked like in my life.  Sometimes I have a hard time trusting that the “rain” is going to come in my life when I don’t see any signs of it yet.  And I realize I should know better… I’ve lived in Indiana my entire life, I know that the weather changes every 15 minutes, and a day that seems bright and beautiful can quickly change to rain or vise versa.  I should know that God can rain down blessings even when I didn’t see them coming, but I have to have my heart open to receive those blessings.

For the last several months our family has been praying for clarity and direction in how and where God wants to use us, but I will admit, for a long time I wasn’t ready to receive those things.  I was terrified of what it might look like, and so my heart wasn’t very open.  I was praying for rain, but not carrying an umbrella. 

Last fall we took (a) to a Trunk or Treat event, and his candy collecting skills cracked me up.  Even though he had a bag to put his candy and treats in, he was DETERMINED to hold every one of them in his hands.  People kept trying to give him more candy, but he couldn’t take it because it wouldn’t fit in his hands, but if we tried to get him to drop it into his bag he would yell and yell “No! No! I hold it!!”  While it was TOTALLY fine with me that he wasn’t going to end up too terribly hopped up on sugar, I just kept thinking about how he didn’t even realize how much he was missing out on by trying to hold on to everything instead of dropping it into his bag so he could receive even more. 

Cowboy wouldn't even put down his candy so he could eat dinner.  "No! I hold it!"


When I realized a few months ago that my heart wasn’t healing, I reached out for some help with the process.  That’s when I discovered that in many ways, I was just like (a) in his candy collection skills.  I wanted so badly to hold on to just a few things in my hands, that I wasn’t open to receive new and more abundant blessings that God could have waiting on me.  I just wanted to say “I hold it!” but if I would be brave enough to let it go and drop it in the bag, God could have something even better waiting for me.  It was only after I started changing my perspective on this, that I could prepare my heart for rain. 

 My prayers became more intentional, my devotion time more focused on areas of my life where I specifically needed to let God work on me, and I began the process of letting go of things I was holding on too tightly to.  And once I began to do that I could start to see the first few rain clouds gathering and a few little sprinkles falling here and there.  The more open my heart became, the more rain started to fall.  It feels like a pretty steady shower right now, but I just know that if I hold on and open my heart all the way, I’m going to see ever-lovin’-pouring-down-rain.
 
“So if you faithfully obey the commands I am giving you today- to love the Lord your God and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul- then I will send rain on your land in its season, both autumn and spring rains, so that you may gather in your grain, new wine, and olive oil.” Deuteronomy 11: 13-14 


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